ー侘寂ー
Often when i make decisions, there is a voice in my head telling me what skinny girls does, like
“Skinny girls don’t eat junkfood”
“Skinny girls drinks lots of water”
“Skinny girls don’t buy fat cheese”
“Skinny girls leave at least one bite”
This is my best habit, it keeps me from bad impulse decisions :)
Often when i make decisions, there is a voice in my head telling me what skinny girls does, like
“Skinny girls don’t eat junkfood”
“Skinny girls drinks lots of water”
“Skinny girls don’t buy fat cheese”
“Skinny girls leave at least one bite”
This is my best habit, it keeps me from bad impulse decisions :)
Blue thinspo board ♥
Tattoo thinspo board ♥
Do you want that “gap” between your legs? Why?
Idk. I kinda want one, but i’ve never had one, so i don’t know if i’ll get one without being too underweight.
I guess that i want it because a thigh gap often is connected to skinny thighs and skinny people.
I just REALLY love purple, so here is a board of my favorite purple thinspo :)
So this week i’m trying to mainly live of soup. Most soups are safefood for me because most of the soups i make have relatively little cals relative to the amount i can eat :D
I’m gonna post all my soups on my blog (along with the recipe) and hopefully lose a bit of weight along the way.
Soup-week start weight: 67.1kgs (147.9 lbs)
End weight (monday): 65.5 kgs (144.4 lbs)
Weightloss: 1.6 kgs (3.5 lbs)
How do you deal with being around food?
Actually pretty good. Since i’m vegan, i’m rarely tempted because a lot of the food i don’t make myself often has meat or milk or something like that in it. I feel empowered everytime i walk by food without eating it.
Did the media play a role in your wanting to lose weight?
It’s hard to tell. I guess the media somewhat play a larger role of our society than we think. But i have never intentionally let it affect me.
venture through my lonely dreams, and i can no longer decide …
and i can see myself through your eyes …